About all this

I listen rock, but it's not because of you. I love dark, but it's not because of you. I love crazyness, but it's not because of you. I'm crazy about vampires, but it's not because of you. You just got in the way, when I was starting to show my other side. You say I'm scared, but you are too. The diference betwen us is that you don't accept that, because you can't be wrong, you're perfect. You are so scared of being wrong that when there is something that can change your ideas, you just pretend you don't see it, you ignore it with all your strenght. So what that i fucked you up one time? You did it too. I think you are more scared than me about that, you are so scared of having your pride hurt. But you should know that I don't make the same mistake twice. The thing is, I don't think you are going to open this page anymore. You don't care do you? Why am I still here then? Maybe I'm less scared than I seem. Maybe I'm a crazy mazoquist. I'm not sure. Everything still a blurr.

Paula Cristina.